midoonam che chizi too zehnet migzare!!!!!to cheshmat dooriye mano to dide mishe!!!
va in bozorghtarin maneye eshghe mano toe!!!!!
vase hamin be man mighi ke hame chi tamoome!!!!!!!
vali in chizi nist ke man mikham!!!!!!!
in rahi nist ke man mikham beram!
man nemikham ke in rabeteye ghashangemoon faghat be chand tamase telefoni khatm she!!!!!!
midooni ke be paye eshgham miyoftam va baraye hefzesh be zanoo dar miyam !!!!!
vali be paye ki biyoftam kasi ke na khodesh injast na delesh!!!!!!
mikhastam az hala bebaade zendeghit male man bashi!!!!!
mikhastam behtarinhaye zendeghima bahat ghesmat konam!!!!!
aya in ensafe???????
hameye behtarinha ro vasat bekham vali be khodam hichi narese!!!!!!!!
midooni ke zarfiyate shekaste dighe ro nadaram!!!!vali alan too amightarin chahe donya oftadam!!!!!!
kasi ham nist ke dastamo begire ya sedamo beshnave va mano az inja darbiyare!!!!!!!
aya sahme man faghat faghat ye ashnayiye maamooliye?
aya gharare ineshgh ba chand ta telefon zadan khatm she?
az hala daram faghat ba khateratet zendeghi mikonam!!!!
nemikham in chand sabahi ro ke bahamimo ba neshoon dadane ehsasatam kharab konam!!!!!
ye modate dighe say mikonam az ehsasatam nagham!!!!!!!!!!
va hamoon chizi basham ke to mikhay bebini!!!!!!!!!!
kheyli oghat ehsas mikonam karam khatast!!!!!!
midoonam midoonam!!!!!!!!!
vali chareyi nadaram !!!!
daram?
azizam az man nakhah behet gholi bedam chon midoni ke nemitoonam anjamesh bedam!!!!!!!!!!
man faghat to ro mikham va mikham az in bebaade zendeghit baman bashi!!!!!!!!!
behtare begamo neshoonet bedam ke cheghadr dooset daram .
khodet midooni aghe az ham joda shim dighe jayi nadarim ke oonja farar konim
!!!!!!!!!!
va ghebteye gozashtamoono khahim khord!!!!!!!!!
pas az man ye bazande nasaz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
