bavaram kon!!!

nemidoonam !
mano bavar dari?
hame chiz bayid va gheyre momken be nazar mirese
vali baraye man gheyre momken vojood nadare!
man shayad ye bazande basham vali to mesle khorshide tabnak midarakhshi!
be man begoo chera nemitoonam too donyaye to basham?
yadet bashe!
man hichvaght dast az talash bar nakhaham dasht!
ta roozi ke male man beshi!
shode ta abad sabr konam va sakhti bekesham pat va mistam!
midooni baraye chi?
baraye inke ghalbe man too dastaye toe!
chera ino nemifahmi?
chetor mitoonam bikhiyalet besham vaghti ke ghalbam too dastate?
inam midoonam azizam dighe rahe baz gashti nadaram!
in ye khiyaboone ye tarafst ke be to aziztarinam khatm mishe!
bezar mardom began divoonam!
bezar beghan ke aghlam nemirese!
bezar be man bekhandan!
hame mighan eshghaye emroozi sathi va zoodgozare!
vali ino motmaenam eshghi ke beyne mano toe moghadase!
too hich ketabi ya romani ya hata filmi nayoomade ke be dast avordan ye eshgh, sade va rahat bashe!
midoonam baraye be dast avordane to (behtarin)sakhtiha bayad bekesham
va baraye hame chiz amade hastam
hata aghe majboor sham ta akharin nafas vase be dast avordanet bejangham!
midoonam in shabe tarik tamoom mishe va sobhe del angiz ba noore cheshmaye to aghaz khahad gasht!
bavaram kon!
man hichvaght dast az talash kardan bar nakhaham dasht ta zamani ke male man beshi.........................