khodaya chera?

chera?

khodaya ba toam!

chera zendeghiya man bayad injoori bashe!

dorost lahzeyi ke fekr mikardam hamechiz bar vefghe moradame zadi hame chizo daghoon kardi!

chera?

fekr nemikonam oonghadr bandeye badi vasat boode basham ke layeghe inhame dard basham

chera hamishe bayad ghamkhare hame bashamo vali vaghti yeki ro mikham ke mano deldari bede kasi atrafam nabashe!

nemidoonam nemidoonam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

az oon roozi ke madar bozorghamo azem gerefti shoroo shod!

yadet miyad oonrooz hata be bozorghtaram deldari midadam

bache boodam 12 salam bood

yadete delam chejoori gerefte bood

oon vaghta hamishe vaght ghami dashtam too aghooshe madar bozorgam gerye mikardam

vali dighe madar bozorgham nabood va pishe to bood

yadete oon rooz az hameye famil khodamo door kardam raftam jayi ke hichkas mano nabine takotanha gerye kardam!

az oon rooz tanhayihaye zendeghim shoroo shod

nemidoonam in chiye daroone man

ghoroore ?

khariyate?

chera nemitoonam be kasi etminan konam va darde delamo behesh begham?

nemidoonam?

shayad mitarsam az inke oon taraf narahat she

pishe khodam migham taraf che gonahi karde ke bayad be khatere man narahat she!

baraye avalin bar too zendeghim fekr kardam yeki ro peyda kardam ke mitoonam hameye ghamhaye zendeghimo behesh begham

avalin bar be inkasi ke hastam eftekhar kardam

vali bazam nashod

nazashti pisham bemoone

nemidoonam! ina hamash azmayeshe?

man cheghadr bayad azmayesh pas bedam?

dighe basame!

az inke hastam nefrat daram

mikham avaz sham

mikham be fekre khodam basham

ta key fekre baghiye basham?

yaani inhame mardom ke khoshbakhtan hame inghadr sakhti keshidan?

na fekr nakonam

khastam pishet biyam

vali nazashti

sakhtiye jahanameto hazer bodam tahamol konam

vali in deltaghiye laanati ro na!

vali bazam nazashti

khodaya dighe az man chi mikhay?

biya joonamo azem begir

midooni ke hazeram va vasam arzeshei nadare

pedar va madare khoobi behem dadi

az bacheghi taaminam kardan

shayadam khoob tarbiyatam karde bashan

midoonam baram kam nazashtan

vali ye karo hichvaght nakardan

hichvaght be harfe dele man goosh nadadan

hichvaght

khob baghiye ro ham ke khodet midooni

dighe kasi nist

midooni ke az too daghoonam!

akharin delkhoshimam azem gerefti!

khob mesle inke taghdir hamine man hamishe bayad tanha basham!

faghat be man begoo chera?

derakhte tanha va parastooye mohajer!

roozi roozegari derakhte piri bood

door az derakhtane dighe jayi ke hichi roshd nemikard zendeghi mkard

tanhayi behtarin dooste oo bood va khabidan tanha karesh

derakhtaye jangal hamishe maskharash mikardan

oono moojodi zesht va bi khasiyat khetab mikardan

hamishe tahe delesh az in vaaziyat narahat bood vali hich vaght kham be abroo nemiyavord ta kasi az hale delesh ba khabar beshe

ye rooz to zemestoone sard derakht ba sedaye shelike golooleyi az khab bidar shod

be sakhti cheshmasho baz kard

negahi be atraf andakht

saghaye shekarchi ro did ke daran be soraat be tarafe oon miyan

nagahan sedaye naleyi ro az too barfa shenid

parastooye koochak va zibayi dasht too barfa az dard be khodesh mipichid

salha bood oon tane khoshkidash tekoon nakhorde bood

be sakhti yeki az shakhehaye khodesho be samte parastoo bord

va dorost hamoon lahze ke sagha residan parastoo ro boland kard va dar amn tarin jaye khodesh oono penhan kard

sagh va shekarchi pas az inke az peyda kardan parastoo na omid shodan oonja ro tark kardan

derakht baad az raftane sagh va shekarchi negahi be parastooye ziba andakht ke bijan dar aghooshe oo bood

sarmaye sakht dasht parastoo ro azar midad

derakht oono dar aghooshesh feshord ta parastoo ehsase sarma nakone

chandin mah gozasht ta parastoo halesh khoob shod

derakht kole zemestoono nakhabide bood vali baraye avalin bar too zendeghish shadi ro ehasas mikard

pishe derakhtaye janghali poz midad az inke parastooyi be in zibayi roo shakhehaye oon bazi mikone

too in chand mah derakht vase hemayat az parastoo majboor shode bood ba behtarin doostash

lashkhor va rasoo daava kone chon oona mikhastan parastoo ro bokhoran

vali derakht na tanha narahat nabood az inke ba doostash ghate rabete karde bood balke kheyli ham too delesh ehsase ghoroor mikard

drakht dar kenare parastooo har rooz ehsase javooni mikard

dighe az tanhayi khabari nabood

derakhtaye janghal ke oono dashtan az door mididan hala be oon hasoodi mikardan

chon oon ba ye parastooye ziba hamneshin bood

mahha shadi va khoshbakhtiye derakht edame dasht

ta dobare zemestoon shod va parastoo koochooloo avalin daste parastyoohaye mohajeroke dashtan az oonja migzashtan did

ehsase tanhayi kard

be derakht goft ke mikhad oono tark kone

hanooz fasle zemestoon nashode derakht yakh zad

bavaresh nemishod dorane khoshish be in zoodi payan yafte bashe

kheyli asabani shod vali vaghti geryehaye parastoo ro did natoonest harfi bezane!

parastoo tanha doostesh bood chetor mitoonest oono narahat bebine va delesho beshkane

pas oono dar aghoosh keshid

behesh deldari dad

goft boro

boro ta dar kenare hamnoat khoshbakht shi

parastoo bal keshido raft

va derakht oono ba labkhandi badraghe kard

lab khandi ke toosh hezaran sal ghamo andoohe tanhayi dide mishod

labkhandi talkh ke az deli shekate miyomad

derakht ye bare dighe tanha shode bood

lashkhor va rasoo oono sarzanesh mikardan

derakhtaye janghal be oo mikhandidan va maskharash mikardanindafe dighe derakht nemitoonest jeloye ashkasho begire

derakhat dast be asemoon bord va az khoda khast

ya parastooye ziba ro bargardoone

ya hizom shekan biyado tishe be risheye oon bezane

chon dighe derakht taghate tanhayiyo nadasht.............................

bavaram kon!!!

nemidoonam !
mano bavar dari?
hame chiz bayid va gheyre momken be nazar mirese
vali baraye man gheyre momken vojood nadare!
man shayad ye bazande basham vali to mesle khorshide tabnak midarakhshi!
be man begoo chera nemitoonam too donyaye to basham?
yadet bashe!
man hichvaght dast az talash bar nakhaham dasht!
ta roozi ke male man beshi!
shode ta abad sabr konam va sakhti bekesham pat va mistam!
midooni baraye chi?
baraye inke ghalbe man too dastaye toe!
chera ino nemifahmi?
chetor mitoonam bikhiyalet besham vaghti ke ghalbam too dastate?
inam midoonam azizam dighe rahe baz gashti nadaram!
in ye khiyaboone ye tarafst ke be to aziztarinam khatm mishe!
bezar mardom began divoonam!
bezar beghan ke aghlam nemirese!
bezar be man bekhandan!
hame mighan eshghaye emroozi sathi va zoodgozare!
vali ino motmaenam eshghi ke beyne mano toe moghadase!
too hich ketabi ya romani ya hata filmi nayoomade ke be dast avordan ye eshgh, sade va rahat bashe!
midoonam baraye be dast avordane to (behtarin)sakhtiha bayad bekesham
va baraye hame chiz amade hastam
hata aghe majboor sham ta akharin nafas vase be dast avordanet bejangham!
midoonam in shabe tarik tamoom mishe va sobhe del angiz ba noore cheshmaye to aghaz khahad gasht!
bavaram kon!
man hichvaght dast az talash kardan bar nakhaham dasht ta zamani ke male man beshi.........................

royaye man!!!!!!!!!!!!

ye zamani ke motmaen basham vagheyiyate

ye zamani ke vaghean betoonam ehsasesh konam royaye mane!

ye zanghe telefon

ye sedaye aramesh bakhsh oonvare gooshi royaye mane!

ye jaye ziba va sabz zire nam name baroon hamrahe eshghet ke az samime ghalb doosesh dari va oonam to ro doost dashte bashe dast dar dast dastane ham lab dar labane ham , torike betoonam hameye vojoodesho ehsas konam royaye mane!

to chi mibini?

to chi midooni?

man chi khaham shod?

man che khaham kard?

faghat tasmimi nagir ke baadan pashimoon shi!

be oon sedayi ke mishnavi goosh bede

oon sedayiye ke ta zendeyi too gooshet khahad khoond!

to chi mikhay bokoni?

to chi mikhay begi?

faghat tasmimi nagir ke baadan pashimoon shi!

ye vaghti royaye mane,faghat yek bar dar tamame zendeghim!

ye vaghti ke motmaenam dobare nakhahad oomad!

ye asemoon abi bedoone hata tikeyi abr!

ye negahe asheghane be eshgham az tahe del

midoonam oonam mitoone hamitor be man negah kone,royaye mane!

ye shansi ke betoonam bargardam be zamani ke hame chiz az oonja shoroo shod royaye mane!

ye shansi ke betoonam tamame in ghataate motalashi shodeye zendeghimo beham bechasboonam royaye mane!

ye goosheyi ke betoonam vagheyiyate residam be royahamo lams konam va bavar konam ,royaye mane!

ye gooshe ke ghalbe shekastam tarmim peyda kone ba dastane mehrabunet royaye mane!

ey kash mishod emshab too aghooshe to bemiram

daram be chizi fekr mikonam ke dashtanesh mahale

delshekastehaye ziyadi ro mishnakhtam vali hichvaht fekr nemikardam ke khodam ye rooz yeki az oona besham

va hich rahiham nadaram ke az in vagheyiyat farar konam

khodaya chera mano be in zendeghi avordi?

khodet midoonesti ke liyaghatesho nadaram.

ah ey kash mishod emshab too aghooshe to bemiram

ino bishtar az harchize dighe alan mikham

ey kash hichvaght nemirafti!!!!!!

kasi nist be man beghe chetori az in ehsase daroonam khalas besham?

say mikonam farar konam vali bazam in ehsas soragham miyad va tamame naghshehamo naghshe bar ab mikone

mane gomshode ke bedaste peyda shode boodam dobare gomshodam va indafe nemidoonam che kasi ro sarzanesh konam

hata nemidoonam in vasat moghaser kiye

vali in vasat dele mane ke dare par par mishe

yade eshghe to hamishe mano be roya foroo mibare shaydam bayad ta akharin lahzeye zendeghim ba in roya zendeghi konam!!!!!!!!

ey kash mishod emshab too aghooshe to bemiram va to hich harfi az raftan nemizadi va mizashti hamoonja bemiram

vali vaghti bekhodam miyam mibinam ke hamash yek royast va dast nayaftaniye ,dastamo be sar mizaram va faryad mizanam!!!!!!!

faryad mizanam va nale mikonam az inke chera eshtebah kardam?

ey kash mishod emshab too aghooshe to bemiram va az in darde laanati baraye hamishe khalas sham!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mesle abre bahari zood gozar bood

mesle abre bahari zood gozar bood!

fekr mikardam oomade payani bashe bar shabhaye tarikam

vali na, baad az raftanesh roozhaye manam tire va tar shod!

oon be man zibayiye shabhaye mahtabi ro neshoon dad

vali zendeghiye mano ba noori daghtar az noore khorshid soozoond!

oon ghalbe mano ba khodesh bord va shekast

oon nemidoone ka ba man chi kar karde

be soorate man negah kon

tanhayi ro too cheshmam bekhoon

hichvaght hichkas be andazeye to be man nazdik naboode va nakhahad shod

alan ke inaro minevisam joraat nadarm too cheshat negah konam

vali to dari mano tanha mizari!!!!!!!!!!

midoonam shayad hemaghat bashe ke fekr konam bar khahad gasht chon mesle abre bahari zood gozar bood!!!

be ayne minegaram

va tanha chizi ke mibinam ye javoone tanhast ke faghat too zendeghish ye roya dare!!!!!!!!

va man bazam khodamo khar mikonam va bekhodam migham oon dast az in bazi bar khahad dasht

chon midoonam zendeghi bi oon mano divoone khahad karad!

sakhtiye bito boodano too sooratam bebin

to tanha kasi hasti ke mitooni mano nejat bedi

nazar payane in ghese ba delshekasteghi tamoom she

nazar ye omr too in daryaye bozorgh va toofani tako tanha va bihadaf shena konam

ba man bemoon................................................................

bazam tako tanha bayad edame bedam??????

ey kash mitoonesti ashkhayi ro ke vase to rikhte mishe bebini
ey kash mitoonesti bebini ke chegoone ba raftanet ye zendeghi ro az beyn mibari
ey kash mitoonesti sedaye ghalbamo ke vase to mitape ro ye bar dighe beshnavi
harvaght ke cheshmamo mibandam ye ax az oon soorate zibato mibinam va bazam too royaye to froo miram
vali vaghti ke cheshmamo baz mikonam mibinam ke to nisti va baraye hamishe tanham gozashti
va jaye khalit hamishe ehsas khahad shod bedoone inke betoonam kasi ro janeshinet konam
inaro faghat minevisam ke khodamo az tanhayi darbiyaram
midoonam shayad hichvaght in matalebo nakhooni
shayadam vasat hich arzeshi nadashte bashe ke chi nevashtam
vali faghat azet ye soal daram chera mikhay mano ba inhame gham tanha bezari?
toyi ke tanha nejat dahandeye man az ghamo ghosehaye zamoone boodi chera mikhay tanham bezari?
midoonam ke midooni khateratet ta abad too zehne man zende mimoone
va hichvaght nemitoonam jaye khalito por konam
bazam too khiyaboone tariki daram tak va tanha rah miram khiyabooni ke entehash maaloom nist be koja khatm mishe
bavaram nemishe manike hamishe yaro doost delshekasteha boodam va beheshoon komak mikardamo nasihateshoon mikardam, hala sahme khodam az donya tanhayiye va hichkasam nist dastamo begire va komakam kone
hazeram harchi daramo fada konam faghat vase inke roozaye khoshe ba to boodan bargarde
nemidoonam ba in sedayi ke darooname va esmeto seda mikone chi kar konam!!!!
vali man hichvaght harfaye ghashanget va roozaye khoobi ro ke baham dashtim faramoosh nemikonam va ye chizi tahe ghalbam mighe ke toham mano doost dari
be yechiziham ke shadidan eteghad daram ine ke khoda hame ro too in donya joft joft afaride va kasi az tahe ghalb khoshbakht nakhahad shod maghe be jofte asemoonish ke khoda moghadar karde berese
pas man ham sabr khaham kard ta oon niroye daroonet toro beman baz gardoone!!!!!!!!!!!!

biya be zendeghiye man rangh bebakhsh

be setareha negah kon

negah kon bebin ke setareha chegoone baraye to miderakhshan

to har kari ke mikoni mojeb mishi donyaye atrafet zibatar beshe

ye roozi az rahe door be samte to ey fereshteye behshtiye man khaham amad

chon midoonam zendeghi ba to che zibast

midoonam, ghabl az inke be sooye to biyam bayad karhaye ziyadi anjam bedam

bayad khodamo besazam tori ke liyaghate boodane ba fereshteyi mesle to ro dashte basham

vali to har rooz az rooze ghablet zibatar va jazabtar mishi nemidoonam mitoonam layeghe hamneshini ba to basham ya na????????

to donyaye atrafeto az dirooz zibatar mikoni

va hamine ke kheyli dooset daram

ba to setareha cheghadr be zamin nazdikan

inghadri ke ehsas mikonam mitoonam bechinameshoon

ba to khorshid baraghtar va nooranitare

ba to parandeghan soorode asheghane mikhoonan

va bad ba komake sedaye derakhtan va moje daryaha moosighishoono minavaze

ba to asemoon abitare

ba to golha khoshbootaran

ba to ghoncheha sarii shokoofa mishan ta jeloye zibayiye to sar afkande nashan

negah kon bebin donya zibast faghat be khatere inke to too donya hasti

man toro bekhatere tamoome zibayihat dooset daram

vaghti ke dahan baz mikoni va sohbat mikoni adam ehsas mikone zibatarin melody zamoone darhale navakhte shodane

va man toro doost daram

va omidvaram ye roozi liyaghate ino dashte basham ta to fereshteye beheshti ro dar aghoosh begiram va ba boodane bato khoshbakhttarin marde zamoone basham

az zamoone khordsalim

ta in lahze ke ba to hastam

az faraze asemoonhaye bi enteha ta amightarin noghteye daryaha

hich mojoodi ro be zibayiye to nadidam va hichvaght intor khodamo ashegh va divoone ehsas nakardam azizam pas biya

biya va zendeghiye mano ba boodanet rangh bebakhsh

ghabl az oonike to be zendeghim biyay zendeghim chizi be gheyr az ye zendeghiye siyah va sefid nabood

ke tanha ranghesh ranghe ghoroobe khorshid bood vali az oon vaght ke to oomadi hame chiz avaz shode ba boodane to zendeghim rangh gerefte.

ba to boodan azad shodan az ghame donyast

ba to boodan zendeghiye ghobar gerefteye mano jala mide

baazi vaghtha ke ba to hastam khodamo be bachegi mizanam va to mesle ye madare mehraboon miyay va be man mohabat koni

ah ke cheghadr ba to boodan zibast

pas azizam biya hamontori ke be donyaye atrafet rangh jala va ghoroor dadi

be zendeghiye man rangh bebakhsh va mano shad kon

ghalbe mano nashkan!!!!!!!!!!!

mano ba inhame dard tanha nazar

mano biroon zire baroone sard tanha nazar

biya pishamo ba labkhande sehr angizet ashkhaye jari bar goonehayamo pak kon

man be aghooshet ehtiaj daram ta mano ba mehrabooni dar aghoosh bekeshi va ba garmaye badanet sardiye zendeghimo az beyn bebari

va baraye hamishe garma bakhshe zendeghim bashi

ghalbe mano nashkan

begoo ke doosam dari

va hichvaght mano tanha nemizari

ba moondanet payani bash bar shabhaye ghamnake man

ba moondanet jeloye ashkhaye hamishe ravan mano begir

shabhaye ziyadi ro dar naboodet geristam

oon shabha va dardha ro be man bar nagardoon

ghalbe mano nashkan azizam!!!!!!

hichvaght az man khodahafezi nakon

va shadi va noore omido be zendeghim baz gardoon

mano ba in ashkha va dardha tanha nazar

biya va ba boosehaye shirinethamasho az beyn bebar

hichvaght nemitoonam lahazate shirini ro ke ba ham dashtim faramoosh konam

lahazati ro ke khodamo khoshbakhttarin adame donya ehsas mikardam

va aghe to ba man nabashi hich angizeyi baraye shad boodan nakhaham dasht

ghalbe mano nashkan

be man begoo ke doosam dari

lahazate shirine zendeghimo az man nagir

azizam ghalbe mano nashkan

begoo ke doosam dari

bi to gomgashteyi bish nakhaham bood

bi to donya vasam tire va tar khahad bood

bi to tanhayi behtarin doostam khahad bood

bi to.....................................................................

ghalbe mano nashkan

dastane eshghe man !

az koja bayad shoroo konam?

dastani ro mikham taarif konam az inke , eshgh cheghadr mitoone ziba bashe!

dastani ro behet begham ke hezaran sale dighe zende khahad bood!

az mojezeyi begham ke eshgh ba khodesh miyare!

az koja bayad shoroo konam?

ba ye (hi) shoroo shod!

be zendeghiye pooch va faniye man maani bakhshid

midoonam dighe chenin eshghi jaye dighe va zamane dighe bevojood nakhahad oomad!

oon be zendeghiye man oomado zendeghi ro ziba kard!

oon ghalbe mano ehsas kard!

ejab avar bood,bavar nakardani bood

ba sedaye fereshte goonash ghalbamo male khodash kard!

be man royayi ro dad ke hichvaght nemitoonestam tasavoresho bokonam!

roohe mano taskhir kard ba eshghe ziyad !

bishtar az oonike arezoosho dashtam

va har ja ke miram dighe tanha nistam !

midoonam oon bamane!

man be ye fereshteye beheshti residam!

fereshteyi ke az behesht oomade ta payani bashe bar nakamihaye zendeghim nemidoonam cheghadr tool khahad keshid?

aya mitavan eshgho ba saat ya rooz andaze gereft?

faghat mitoonam inghadr begham ke vase had va andazeye eshgh nemitoonam meyari biyaram

faghat ino mitoonam begham ke har vaght ke cheshmamo baz mikonam be eshghesh ehtiaj daram!

va midoonam ke oon oonja khahad bood!

va ine dastane eshghe man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gerye zire baran

hargez nemizaram ke bebini !

chegoone ghalbe shekastam azaram mide!

man ghoroore khodamo daram va midoonam chegoone ghamhamo az to penhan konam!

hamangoone ke zire baran gerye mikonam ta ashkhayam ro nabini!

bayad sabr konam!

midoonam baad az in roozhaye barani roozhaye aftabi dar rahe

vali aghe ashkamo nabini chegoone khahi fahmid ke cheghadr dooset daram?

az koja mifahmi in ashkha faghat vase to rikhte mishe?

va darde ghalbamo az koja ehsas khahi kard?

bimnakam az anke shayad in ashkha ghalbe mehrabooneto narahat kone pas baz ham zire baran khaham gerist ta ashkamo nabini!

ghatarate baran az behesht miyad va nemate khadast vali hichvaght nemitoone darde dooriye toro kam kone

vaghti baham nistim arezoo mikonam toofan she ta hichkas ashkamo nabine!midoonam roozi khahad resid ke dighe nakhaahm gerist

labkhandi khaham zad va bato zire aftab ghadam khaham zad!

shayad fekr kardan be inke ye roozi be to miresam hemaghat bashe!

shayad ye roya bash!

vali in tanha chiziye ke mano zende negah midare!

va hichvaght gelaye nakhaham kard az oonchizi ke besaram khahad oomad!

va az sarneveshtam farar nakhaham kard!

hamantor ke zire baroon gerye mikonam!

bi to che khaham shod?

tako tanha too rakhtekhabam deraz keshidam
entezar mikesham ta behem telefon bezani
cheghadr montazer boodan sakhte
va az oon badtar in soale ke aya zangh mizani ya na??????????????????
ey kash vase hamishe mitoonestam labkhdeto jeloye cheshmanam dashte basham
vali alan bayad entezare fardayi ro bekesham asrar amiz
fardayi ke emrooz hichi azesh nemidoonam
faghat ye chizo midoonam
bedoone to ashegh nemisham
va eshgh bedone to dighe vasam maani nakhahad dasht
bedoone to gomgashteyi hastam bi ja va makan
bito na dighe arezooyi khaham dasht ta behesh beresam
na angizeyi khaham dasht ke be khateresh az khab bidar sham
vaaaaaay bi to che khaham shod?
ey kash gonahi karde boodam ke liyaghe in hame dard va tanhayi basham!
azet mikham ke bargardi, mano be khoonam ke hamana ghalbe khodete bebari
mano door koni az in shabe siyah va tariki ke toosh hastam
daram esmeto seda mizanam va azet komak mikham
aya sedaye ghalbamo mishnavi?
daram behet migham dighe taghate doorito nadaram
dighe taghate tanhayi ro nadaram
roozhaye zendeghim bito talkh, va har rooz sakhtar mishe
pas ya dastamo begir ya joonamo begir!!!!!!!!
va vase hamishe khalasam kon
be chi dari fekr mikoni?
be chi dari fekr mikoni?
midoonam bi to dighe ashegh nakhaham shod
pas bi to che khaham shod?
bi to che khaham shod?

cheshmaye siyahet

man injam
asheghet
behet barha goftam
hamishe dar kenaret khaham bood
pas to chera oon biroon donbale ye ashegh migardi?
khodet midooni tanha gozashtane man eshtebahe
khodet midooni ke eshghe ma vagheyiye
vaghti cheshmaye siyaheto be khater miavaram
taze motevajeh misham ke chera zendam!!!!
donya ba cheshmaye to kheyli zibatare
cheshmaye to beman mighe:
mibaramet jayi ke hichvaght naboodi!
khoshbakhtiyi ro behet midam ke ta hala tasavoresham nemikardi
va behem mighe ke baraye avalin bar too omram jayezeye nafare avalo mibaram
va tanha kari ke man bayad bokonam ine ke saramo bar gardoonam va be cheshmane siyahet negah konam
aghe fekr mikoni man adame royayiyi hastam
bezar too royahaye khodam ghargh sham
chon man az samime ghalbam va az entehaye vojoodam eteghad daram ke khoshbakhtiye man too cheshmaye siyahe to nahoftast
pas beyne mano khodet divar nakesh
va mano az didane cheshmaye siyahet mahroom nakon
man toro az hezaran kilumetr doortar doost midaram
va midoonam yeroozi in fasele ro khaham shekats
oonghadr behet nazdik misham ke sedaye nafasato toye aghoosham beshnavam
va be cheshmaye siyahe to negah khaham kard!
khodaye man donya too cheshmaye siyahe to ranghe khoshbakhti mide!!!!!!!!!!!

behet ghol midam!!!!!!!!!!!

behet ghol midam
ta zamani ke mah va setareha too asemoonan
behet ghol midam
ta zamanike khorshid too asemoone!!!!!!1
tardido too cheshmat mikhoonam
midoonam too zehnet chi migzare
motmaen bash ke man khodamo mishnasam
midoonam ke mikham tamame salha, mahha, hafteha, roozha, saatha ,daghigheha va saniyaye zendeghit bahet basham
behet ghol midam vaghti ke gerye mikoni
geryehat faghat az khoshhali khahad bood
midoonam adame kameli nistam va eshtebahati khaham dasht
vali behet ghol midam hichvaght ghalbeto nashkoonam
behet ghol midam ta zamanike mah va setareha too asemoonan pishet khaham bood
behet ghol midam ta zamanike khorshid be be soorate zibat mitabe mesle saye kenaret khaham bood
ta zamanike in ghalbam az harakat vaste ba har tapeshesh toro bishtar dooset khahm dasht
behet ghol midam!!!!!!
har chi ro ke to bekhay ro vasat faraham mikonam
ba hamin dastam arezoohato baravorde khaham kard
behtarin khaterate zendeghito vasat dorost mikonam
va oonjayi ke faghat mano to bahamim tamame eshghamo behet sabet khaham kard
to ro doost khaham dasht bishtar az har kase dighe
va ejaze nemidam gham hichvaght too ghalbe mehraboonet rah peyda kone
behet ghol midam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to zibatarini

hamishe too zendeghit raho raveshe khodeto dari
to shabaye zendeghimo noor bakhshidi
ba raho raveshe makhsoose khodet ghalbamo asir kardi
bazzi oghat ehsas mikonam ke zarfiyate in hame khoshbakhti ro nadaram
too in donya hichkas gheyr az man nemidoone ke to che javaheri hasti
vaghti be to negah mikonam ye moojoode binazir mibinam
shakhe goli hasti ke az to zibatar vojood nadare
va to zibayi
be donyaye man zibayi mibakhshi
to be atrafet zibayi mibakhshi
noore ke dar ghalbe to vojood dare zendeghgimo roshan mikone
too cheshmaye to mitoonam tamame eshghi ro ke niyaz daram bebinam
to mano javoontar mikoni
to ba nooret amightarin noghate ghalbamo kashf kardi
pas biya
behet ghol midam hichi az dast nemidi
to ghalbe mano sahab shodi, bedoone inke chizi az dast bedi
va faghat mikham in shanso behem bedi!!!!!!!
ke behet befahmoonam cheghadr dooset daram
midooni ,nemidoonam chejoori varede zendeghim shodi
chejoori ghalbamo sahab shodi
ye chizo midonam
to be man eshghe vagheyi ro neshoon dadi
neshoon dadi ke cheghadr doost dashtan zibast
va man be in dalil migham ke to binaziri
to ba hame fargh dari
to zibatarini
to zibatarini!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

azet sepasgozaram

vasam sakhte jomalati ro begham ke ta hala be zaboon nayavordam
vali inja kasi nist be gheyr az man va to
to dari hasti be sooye zendeghiyi behtar
zendeghiyi ke hamishe azesh farari boodam!
tanha chizi ke alan be zehnam mirese baraye ghadr dani az to aziz ine:
azet sepasgozaram!!
azet sepasgozaram be khatere doost dashtane man
azet sepasgozaram be khatere inke noor cheshmam shodi ke betoonam dobare zendeghiye ziba ro bebinam!
azet sepasgozaram be khatere inke ghesmati az dastam shodi ta be dastnayaftehaye zendeghim beresam!
azet sepasgozaram ke mano doost dashti!!
hichvaght fekr dashtane royayi be in zibayi ro to zehnam tasavor nemikardam!
royaye ba to boodan!!
vaghti cheshmaye zibato tasavor mikonam asemoon ranghe zibatari be khodesh migire!
hata shab ba tamame tarikiyash vasam roshan mishe!
to tanha kasi hasti ke mano be khatere khodam doost dari
va hichvaght ehtiaj nadashtam ke khodamo behet sabet konam
azet sepasgozaram ke mano doost dari
roozi ke zamin khordam to boodi ke mano boland kardi
to oje tanhayiham to boodi ke zange dare khoonamo zadi va mano az tanhayi dar avordi
har ja ke niyaz be komak dashtam to yaro yavaram boodi
are are are in toyi!
daro ghofl kon bikhiyale zendeghiye biroon!!
biya mano too aghooshe khodet begir!!!
bezar ino hezar bar too gooshet zemzeme konam ke az babate hamechi azet sepasgozaram
va az samime ghalb dooset daram
azet sepasgozaram ke mano doost dari
vaghti ke nemitoonestam parvaz konam to be man bal dadi va angizeye parvaz
azet sepasgozaram ke mano doost dari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zarfiyate ye shekaste dighe ro nadaram!!!!!!

midoonam che chizi too zehnet migzare!!!!!
to cheshmat dooriye mano to dide mishe!!!
va in bozorghtarin maneye eshghe mano toe!!!!!
vase hamin be man mighi ke hame chi tamoome!!!!!!!
vali in chizi nist ke man mikham!!!!!!!
in rahi nist ke man mikham beram!
man nemikham ke in rabeteye ghashangemoon faghat be chand tamase telefoni khatm she!!!!!!
midooni ke be paye eshgham miyoftam va baraye hefzesh be zanoo dar miyam !!!!!
vali be paye ki biyoftam kasi ke na khodesh injast na delesh!!!!!!
mikhastam az hala bebaade zendeghit male man bashi!!!!!
mikhastam behtarinhaye zendeghima bahat ghesmat konam!!!!!
aya in ensafe???????
hameye behtarinha ro vasat bekham vali be khodam hichi narese!!!!!!!!
midooni ke zarfiyate shekaste dighe ro nadaram!!!!vali alan too amightarin chahe donya oftadam!!!!!!
kasi ham nist ke dastamo begire ya sedamo beshnave va mano az inja darbiyare!!!!!!!
aya sahme man faghat faghat ye ashnayiye maamooliye?
aya gharare ineshgh ba chand ta telefon zadan khatm she?
az hala daram faghat ba khateratet zendeghi mikonam!!!!
nemikham in chand sabahi ro ke bahamimo ba neshoon dadane ehsasatam kharab konam!!!!!
ye modate dighe say mikonam az ehsasatam nagham!!!!!!!!!!
va hamoon chizi basham ke to mikhay bebini!!!!!!!!!!
kheyli oghat ehsas mikonam karam khatast!!!!!!
midoonam midoonam!!!!!!!!!
vali chareyi nadaram !!!!
daram?
azizam az man nakhah behet gholi bedam chon midoni ke nemitoonam anjamesh bedam!!!!!!!!!!
man faghat to ro mikham va mikham az in bebaade zendeghit baman bashi!!!!!!!!!
behtare begamo neshoonet bedam ke cheghadr dooset daram .
khodet midooni aghe az ham joda shim dighe jayi nadarim ke oonja farar konim
!!!!!!!!!!
va ghebteye gozashtamoono khahim khord!!!!!!!!!
pas az man ye bazande nasaz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chera nemitoonam pishet basham??????

dastanha va romanhaye ziyadi az ghalbhaye shekaste neveshte shode!!!!!!!!!

kheyli sakhte yek ashegh tanha bemoone!!!

sakhte vasash nafas bekeshe!!

sakhte vasash harf bezane!

midoonam in donyaye tarik tamoom mishe va zendeghi roshan khahad gasht!!

khorshido dar doordastha ehsas mikonam!!!

va midoonam be tamame arezoohat khahi resid!

to mikhay be man maaniye tanhayi ro befahmooni!

hamoon ehsasi ke nefrat daram bahash rah beram !

faghat ye chizo be man begoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chera man nemitoonam pishet basham?

chera mikhay ye kari koni ke ta akhare omram ye gomshode dashte basham??????????

zendeghi migzare!!!

hichvaght tamoom nemishe!!!

hata ghalbe man az sangh ham bood ghatarate mohabatet be moroore zaman tabdilesh karde be khak!!!!!

chera nemighi ke mikhay ta abad baham bemoonim??????????

mighi eshghe ma khatast!!!!!!!!!!!!

vali man ehsas mikonam eshghe ma javdani va moghadase!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dighe roo ehsasatam contoroli nadaram!!!!!!!!!!

aya to ham hamin ehsaso dari?????????

pas chera nemikhay ba man bemooni??????????????

dighe jayi vase farar kardan nadaram!!!!!!!!

ghalb rooh va jesmamo taslimet mikonam!!!!!!!!

az man nakhah ke avaz sham!!!!!!!!

chon hichvaght ehsasate vagheyito nesbat be man neshoon nadadi!!!!!!

yadet bashe gomshodeye dele man toyi!!!!!!!!!

ta roozi ke zendam jaye khalitoehsas khaham kard!!!!!!!!!!!

feghdanet azaram khahad dad!!!!!!!!!!

chera nemitoonam pishet basham??????????

chera................??????????????????????

haminja ta abad montazeret khaham bood!!!!!

har rooz oghyanose tanhayiam vasii tar mishe!
yavash yavash daram divoone misham!
har rooz sedato mishnavam vali bazam darde dooriye toro kam nemikone!
aghe vadeye didare ma hargez bashe!
harjayi ke beri!
har kari ke bokoni!
haminja montazeret khaham bood!
har gheymati ro hazeram vasat pardakht konam!
har sakhtiyi ro hazeram bekhateret tahamol konam!
agharam ghalbam bishtar az in bayad beshkane, be zar beshkane!
haminja montazeret khaham bood!
hamishe be kamtarin chizi ghane boodam!
vali indafe behtarino mikham!
hata shode baraye bedast avordane in behtarin ta akhare omram sabr mikonam!
hazeram har dardi ro bekesham va har ashki ro berizam faghat vase be dast avordane to ke behtarini!
midoonam ke nemitoonam alan kenaret basham!
azizam nemibini ke majnoonet shodam?
nemidoonam akhare in romane asheghane be koja mirese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vali aghe akharesh to bashi hich shansi ro az dast nemidam.
har jayi ke beri!
har kari ke bokoni!
haminja montazeret khaham bood?
montazeret khaham moond!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kheyli sakhte! kheyli talkhe! kheyli siyahe!

baade 1 sal oomadi beman mighi ke mikhay tanham bezari.

behem mighi har chand vaght ye zanghi behem mizani!!!!

mighi taghsire man nist ke mikhay tanham bezari!!!!!!

man kari nemitoonam anjam bedam begheyr az inke khandeye talkhi bokonamo vasat arezooye moafaghiyat konam

vali yechizi ro mikham bedoonam

eshghe man koja mikhad bere? eshghe man chi mikhad beshe?va aya vaghean man moghaseram ya na ?

alan ke fekresho mikonam ehsas mikonam ghalbam yakh zade!!!!!

ehsase sarmaye ajibi mikonam dorost mesle inke too sibri basham!!!!!

montazere ye mojezam!!!!!

kheyli talkhe !

kheyli sakhte!

kheyli siyahe!

vaghti ke kasi ro doost dashte bashi vali oon toro nakhad!

modatha too roya zendeghi mikardam!

shaba hamishe khabeto mibinam!

mesle hamishe!

vali to inja nisti!

chareyi nadaram !

majbooram khodamo kenar bekesham!

gheyb shamo dighe hichvaght mano nabini!

vali motmaen bash az saye behet nazdiktar khaham bood!

shayad to ghalbo roohet pishe kase dighast!

vali az ghalbe man kharej nakhahi shod!

kheyli talkhe!

kheyli sakhte!

kheyli siyahe!

vaghti kasi ro doost dashte bashi va oon toro nakhad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

eshgheto ta abad too oghyanose delam negah midaram

eshghe man!
nemibini ke tanham!
chera nemitooni be in asheghet yeshanse dighe bedi????????????
tanha chizi ke azet darkhast mikonam yekami eshghe va yekami mohabat vaghti ke bahamim!
khahesh mikonam mano az zendeghit biroon nakon!!!!!!
na nagoo ke eshghe ma pooch boode!
tanha chizi ke azet mikham yekam eshghe!
ah ey khodaye man midooni ke vase peyda kardanet salha sabr kardam!
che jahayi ro ke vase peyda kardanet nagashtam!
vali hadeaghal be man ejaze bede vaghti ke dari miri narahat basham!
shayad to kasi ro ehtiaj dari ke vaghean kenaret bashe!
pas hadeaghal tazahor nakon!!!!!!
ey kash bal dashtamo par mizadam be sooyat
vali midoonam ke nemitoonam parvaz konam
yekari kardi ke dighe betarsam ehsasatamo behet neshoon bedam
ahh bazam bayad tanha bashamo sabr konam!!!!!!!!!
bazam kare man mishe neshastan too otaghe tarikam va moroore khaterati ke baham dashtim!
bazam yeki ro ke az samime ghalb doost dashtam mikhad tanham bezare va ehtemalan yeki dighe ro peyda kone!
bazam shaba bayad az khastegiye geristanam khabam bebare
vali ye chizo midoonam ke eshghe toro too oghyanose ghalbam ta abad negah midaram
azizam sedaye ghalbamo nemishnavi !!!!!!!!!
dare sedat mikone!!!!!!!!!!
maghe harfasho nemifahmi!!!!!!!!!!!
azet mikhad yebare dighe ehsaset kone
ahhhhhhhh chera man hanooz tanham!!!!!!!!!!!
ye ghalb ashegh daram vali avarasto jayi nadare ke aroom beshe!!!!!!!!!!!!
tanha chizi ke azet darkhast mikonam yekami eshghe hamin!!!!
koja mitoonam yeki mesle toro peyda konam!!!!!!!!!!
az koja motmaen basham aghe yeki dighe ro peyda kardam mesle to mano tanha nazare?!!!!!!!!!!
daram tanha misham yeki komakam kone komakam kone
bazam tanha misham
tanha
tanha
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bazam bayad too otagham ..........................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

chera mikhay tanham bezari?????????

ye bar dighe harf az raftan mizani!

nemidoonam chera??????????

mighi doosam dari?????????

vali mikhay beriiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nemighi javabe in delo ke vase to mitape ro chejoori bedam???????????

maghe nemidooni too donyaye sard va tanhaye man tanha to garmaye zendeghimi tanha toyi ba yadesh tanhayim az beyn mire

hala mikhay tanham bezari

khodet midooni ke noore zendeghimi

nemighi too in donyaye tarik bi to chejoori rahamo peyda mikonam????????????

im alone again

the last time i c ur pretty face u were here

i cant forgot ur lovely eyes

i cant forgot ur lovely smile

in that moment i tought that i fond my ever losting love

but now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

your gone

you left me

u left me with hundred of unanswer questions???????????????????????????

ones again im alone

the only thing that left in my broken heart is ur lovely image

i dont know

i wana hate you but i cant because i love you

i dont know

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nimkate khali

ye zamani nachandan door roo in nimkate khali 2 ashegh neshaste boodan be chizi begheyr az ham fekr nemikardan

nimkate tanha khoshal bood va ehsase ghoroor mikard chera ke 2 asegh eshgheshoono ba oon taghsim karde boodan

va oon ghesmati az eshghe oona bood

vali oon nimkat alan tanhast

hamoontori ke oon 2 ashegh tanhan

im steel alive

after how many months i have the mood too ad something 2 my blog

r8 now im in philippines

nice country whit lovely people

but i feel that im living in 70s

i dont know why?